| warning:boring update |
[Jun. 21st, 2007|09:50 am] |
I'm probably not getting enough sleep lately, I've been getting to bed around 2 or 3 and can never sleep past 8. This is the first summer in ages that I haven't had to work and take classes, so without those commitments, I feel slow and lazy. I manage to get to the gym, half ass clean my house, desultorily run errands, talk on the phone and of course, fuck around on LJ ad infinitum......I owe emails, el_distorto, I promise I'll sit down and continue our discussion, I feel braindead and incoherent lately, like I have nothing interesting to say. Maybe it's fatigue, maybe it's depression, maybe I'm just a slug....
All I know is, I need to get with the program. Nursing school is going to be about getting up at 5:30 or 6 every morning, so as to get the kid to school, try to work out, get myself to class, and study.
I haven't even done my financial aid/ scholarship paperwork, and it's mid june for christ's sake.
Am I trying to sabotage shit on purpose?
It makes me tired to try to analyze it.
I'm on my period for the second time in a month, what the fuck is that about?
For all of you that are plagued by PMS, you should try this peri-menopausal hell I've been in for the last few years....
I have stopped weighing myself, I seem to get less psychotic when I stay off the scale.
I work out pretty consistently every day, 30-60 minutes cardio, 20-30 minutes strength training.
My sex life is floundering, it scares me. Nothing like a dwindling libido to remind you of impending dotage and inevitable mortality.
How uplifting,maybe I should become a motivational speaker or something.
Ho hum........ |
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