From: tenderbeast 2007-07-13 01:50 pm (UTC)
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i think communities like that are the most ridiculous thing in the world. and yes, lj should be at the bottom of your priority list in life, if it has to be on your list at all. (imo)
And your opinion is valued, thank you. :)
From: shirochillasama 2007-07-13 02:31 pm (UTC)
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It's ok to make a joke but it's not ok to make it in ignorance. Probably.
You are absolutely right. That's why i try to watch what i say, even though I like to laugh at what others say. So, I 'm kind of a coward, I guess.
I know why I'm on guessmyweight. To see what bodies of certain heights and weights look like, so I have somewhat of a gauge of how my body would look at higher BMIs/lower BMIs.
:P I am in that community solely to look at pictures after I see their "reveal" weight!!!
I think it's pure masochism on my part.
I deleted that community recently. I deleted more, I can not stand to look at tall skinny happy tanned girls, (just an example, I can't stand to look at thin people now anyway) when I'm in this condition. but sorry for just coming in and posting, it's not even interesting or anything, but I added you if that's ok. you don't have to add me back though cause my posts are about nothing..
I should delete it, and at least one more....I'll add you back, my posts are often about nothing too.
When I go back to school I am no where near as involved in LJ as I would like. But I think I am going to try to update at least every Friday, unless something big happens of course. Blah blah blah! I can't wait to go back to school though.
I don't think I've written a real entry in...months. Life is so inconsequential, yet I'm still addicted to this godawful journaling service. :p Anyways, I hope you don't disappear completely. <3
No, I won't disappear. But I need to get my priorities straight. *sigh* Act like a grownup and everything. It's good to see that icon.:)
I'm Jewish and people have told me I look italian. hah
I'm so un PC in an overly PC town. It's good times. I think people need to lighten up. I call it like I see it. I'm not racist or cruel or anything. Hell, I'm a minority... I'm sure as hell not going to whine about it. Blah.
From: bellasbox 2007-07-16 07:07 pm (UTC)
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Hi, I've read in a couple of communitys that you're going to nursing school. I'm also considering becoming a nurse and was wondering how did you decide that nursing was what you wanted to do? I'd love to know.. if it's not too personal. =)
Sorry this took so long.....One reason was that my sister was a nurse. She was killed last year right when i had started school. Soon after I changed my major.
From: bellasbox 2007-07-19 03:08 pm (UTC)
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Sorry for your loss. Thank you for your response and good luck with nursing school ♥.
hello! i remember you from the purg community.. i added you as a friend, if that's cool :) and i agree, people are too politically correct these days. seriously, who doesn't enjoy the occasional racist joke? lol.
Hi honey. This is a bit random. But I rememeber seeing your posts on ED communities. And I went onto my old username, perfectionnn, and I saw you still posting on the purge. I would just like to say, as a total stranger; I hope you the best in life. I personally, want you as a person I have never met to get better. You have been here since I arrived and am still here as I am in recovery. So really, the best to you love. And hope all is well. <3 Much love, Emily
Thank you so much. I'm happy for you.
miss frieda.
how are you?
my mum has offered to pay for me to get my teeth fixed. i am a dental nurse, as you know, and afraid to smile at work because they are so bad. she knows this. and she herself has a full upper denture (false teeth) and constant troubles with her lowers.
i want to take her up on it, because i would feel so much better if i could smile again. but at the same time, my folks aren't rich.
she says it's really important to her. as it is to me.
but then again, i have thought, SO many times when i have stopped myself from killing myself, when my toothaches get too bad, and i can still not afford to stop them, THEN. then, i will have an excuse to kill myself.
but the fact that i HAVEN'T killed myself SO MANY TIMES, makes me think that i must want to live, and that the day my teeth are aching SO badly that i NEED to kill myself, i will be disappointed.
she wants me to pick my favourite dentist at work and get them to send her a quote on what it would cost to fix my teeth.
i want to do it, but i'm AFRAID to do it, and oh so ashamed that i am so tempted to do it and let her pay for it.
i am writing this to you because i know you went through a similar thing recently and i want to know. IS THIS THE RIGHT THING TO DO?
please reply.
my mum was born in 1951. she is a libra. her name is ruth and she has been through so many dramas with me. what if she does this for me and then one day things get too bad and i die anyway.
love gem
Your mother loves you so much, I can tell by the way you write about her presence in your life. If she's offering, get your teeth fixed darling. It's done wonders for my self esteem, not to mention the blessed absence of discomfort. I STILL have more work to be done, I think my drug use and neglect had as much or more to do with the state of my teeth than my bulimia.
Aaagh a friend just called with an emergency.....I will write more later sweetie.
my Email is Kpalasek@student.umass.edu, please email me with any updates that you have about giggle and if she's okay, I'm worried. |